Attitude adjusted, I think :)

OK OK OK, so maybe I was being a little dramatic (or maybe not, they were legitimate feelings...) BUT I have made friends here and I DO have fun with them WHEN :) we decide to hang out. We are just all busy with life and I guess I get a little lonely. Since I wrote 'attitude adjustment needed' I have talked to 3 good friends one from our ward here, Lindsey

She is the sweetest and one of the most caring and thoughtful people I know. She helped me to see that my feelings are real and legitimate, but that I do have at least one friend :) LOL. There are a lot of young couples in our ward, some with kids, some without. I tend to think that we should all be friends and hang out all the time, the more the merrier right? I guess this is not a very realistic pov. What ev. The next day I talked to Lisa,

my bff from college years. Ya know she is always on my side and it is hard to find good friends like that. She reminded me that I am totally the 2nd most awesome girl in the world, second to her of course. DUH. How could I have forgotten that? Last night I talked to my bff from high school, who had read the blog and called to see how I was! Anna

I love you. Seriously how many friends can you say you've had since you were 13 and that you still love them the same way? Even though you don't talk every day or even every month, when you do talk it feels like no time has gone by at all? Every time we talk she brings all sorts of perspective into my life, I love her forever for that! I love you girls and thank you for your pep talks and all the love you give me. Sometimes I just forget that life is not always easy or even fun.... But on a more positive note, it CAN be if we make it that way...