I do. A lot lately. Not to say I'm not happy, I just feel like things will never change. I want so much more out of life. I know I need to go back to school to be able to obtain the kind of life where I can actually do things and not worry about hearing "how much did that cost?" But, this is where the drowning comes in, I have a full time job and two kids and can't afford day care. if I go back to school, I'd have to take day classes and sacrifice the only time I have with them, not to mention the day care that we can't afford.... see where I'm going? I really wish I had family close by, some one I could trust and count on to help with the kids, that I didn't feel like I HAD to pay. I FEEL SO STUCK. like the only option is to work to continue to be broke. UUGGHH. Whatever.
on Hppier note.....Have you seen my cute baby lately?
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